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Hey !! Who am I? I am me .. Hehehe .. Firstly, my name Echel .. I just wanna say what I wanna say .. Aha ~ If you like this blog please follow me all right .. Maybe we can be friends after this .. Who knows right .. Emm .. Thanks for the visit and don't forget to visit again, again and again .. (:


Sunday, March 17, 2013

I Tried Keeping It A Secret

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. I admit that I really love him. I do not know since when I fell in love with him. He is a very good man I ever knew. Why do I say like that? Because I knew him for years. I know all about him and he also knew all about me. Except one.. My feelings against him never faded. I want to tell him that I want to wait for him but unfortunately I was not capable to tell him. Sorry. I tried keeping it a secret. Why? Simple answer I can give. Because I won't let him know. Until when? Forever maybe. I know that he really hate trickster. So, I just can say "I am really sorry". 

It's hurt when I knew that he has a 'special person'. Estupido! I should feel happy that at least someone is able conquering him. Finally, he has someone who can take care of him. So, I do not have to worry anymore, someone was taking care of he for me.  I will be happy when he happy there, despite the fact that my heart was hurt. But I will still smile and laugh together with him "while I still have time". I want to create sweet memories with him. That's my promise!! 

My great hope is to laugh as much as I cry, and try to love somebody and have the courage to accept the love in return. Years from now I can picture us still laughing together, still holding hands, and still completely in love. Just like we are now. Best friend!!

"I may just be a little candle in your life .. I may burn out and melt after a little while .. But I wish within that time, my light touches your heart .. Even for a while .."