Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. I admit that I really love him. I do not know since when I fell in love with him. He is a very good man I ever knew. Why do I say like that? Because I knew him for years. I know all about him and he also knew all about me. Except one.. My feelings against him never faded. I want to tell him that I want to wait for him but unfortunately I was not capable to tell him. Sorry. I tried keeping it a secret. Why? Simple answer I can give. Because I won't let him know. Until when? Forever maybe. I know that he really hate trickster. So, I just can say "I am really sorry".
It's hurt when I knew that he has a 'special person'. Estupido! I should feel happy that at least someone is able conquering him. Finally, he has someone who can take care of him. So, I do not have to worry anymore, someone was taking care of he for me. I will be happy when he happy there, despite the fact that my heart was hurt. But I will still smile and laugh together with him "while I still have time". I want to create sweet memories with him. That's my promise!!
My great hope is to laugh as much as I cry, and try to love somebody and have the courage to accept the love in return. Years from now I can picture us still laughing together, still holding hands, and still completely in love. Just like we are now. Best friend!!
"I may just be a little candle in your life .. I may burn out and melt after a little while .. But I wish within that time, my light touches your heart .. Even for a while .."
